I watched Boris Johnson’s interview on Sunday, I broke down in tears…’They were starting to think about how to handle it presentationally.’…It caught my attention. However it was the moment after he said that, that’s the moment I couldn’t believe. He described it as ‘For some reason I knew I’d get through it, I can’t explain it, I just knew.’

I know that feeling, the moment everything is out of your hands, yet you know what’s going to happen. You know that you’ll be okay. Whatever the situation ends up as, everything will be okay.

We’re not the first people to be told there’s a high likelihood we won’t make it, but then do. We’re not the first people to handle that news like it’s all okay. It made me think about the fact I never really explain online about how I got through the bad days. I put that gut feeling as God telling us he’s in control.

The moment my life fell in from around me, it’s a time I still struggle to talk about honestly. However it changed my life for the good, as I now have a faith. For any non christians you’ll think I’ve gone crazy, but I just want you to know that if you need someone, if you want someone who understands everything you’ve gone through, then God might be able to help. On the dark days, those days you don’t know how to carry on, just pray. A prayer doesn’t have to have certain words, nothing fancy or complicated, you don’t have to say anything you don’t want to. Just knowing someone is there to help you 24/7 I find reassuring whatever the situation.

Even if you think it’s weird, it might just be the answer you need right now.

Much love,
Em x